I can’t seem to make the right food decisions, any decision concerning my weight. It feels like a brick wall that I just can’t seem to get around. I know all the reasons why I should get on the path to wellness, and they are BIG reasons… yet there seems to be something physically stopping me. My legs just won’t move, but my hands can still reach for the wrong food choices. I keep telling myself to just get out there already and walk just around the block… I see just how weak my legs have become though they’ve never failed me before. I’m getting older, approaching 50, and know that my body is not what it used to be…. which was very healthy, no matter what weight I was. The doctors were all dumbfounded. I guess I took some pride in that I was healthier than most normal weight people and was stronger and more physically flexible than most of my friends. That is not the case now, and I’ve got to make myself get humble and fix things…..